Portals, Checkpoints and Diaries

by Descending

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Error 01:32
Think i will die from some weird disease (x2) Everyday i feel like i will die in my sleep (x2) Ravens have turned their eyes to me Raising their wings to protect me from the rain If i follow moss I might get home by noon I might die in my sleep tonight (x2)
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New Order 01:53
Holographic forest Praying to stay online Someone was carving human faces in the trees To convince themselves they're not alone This forest is thick Nobody will get me here But if it disappears again I'll run out of oxygen There used To be A factory up the river But it got consumed by the law of the new world And across The lake To the west there stands a church It's inhabited by jellyfish the size of clouds And my house Was up the hill But I cannot find it Because I would end up walking in circles every time So i guess I'll never know How my family died
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White Flower 01:31
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Anhsirk Erah 01:44
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Namaste Ganesha We have come to get your head on our spikes Inhale the holy factory fumes Burn down your neo cortex to the stem Lizard brain The new norm Feed on the body of Brahman To save yourself from disattachment I am the cave that holds it in Clench to the Atman this time I would rather suffer than to let go
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Welcome me to your world Show me your ways of empathy Turn down the silence Coming from the corpses hanging outside You scare yourself to sleep So i try to read your dreams But you just look so weird Into the fireplace i steadily blow I try to warm you up As the corpses rock in the wind And reluctantly smile So put your trust in me And greet me each morning With your fingertips so soft So greet me each morning With your fingertips so soft Greet me each morning Until you Hang yourself
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Kolubel' 01:54
Я нашла себе жука На большой ромашке. Не хочу держать в руках, Пусть сидит в кармашке Лапок шесть, глазки два, Трещинка на спинке. Вот хорошая трава, На, поешь травинки. Ах упал, упал мой жук, Нос запачкал пылью. Улетел зелёный жук,Улетел на крыльях.
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Baba Yaga 03:02
Somewhere in the woods past the point of no return there stands a Wooden house with no windows nor a door to lock yourself in In front there sits an elder woman playing catch with the corners of her eyelids She said i wasn't breathing air and i was suddenly aware That the magpies stole the color of her irises Concoction in her cauldron, the umami scent of mushrooms She said ''I'm sorry I scared you back then, I didn't think you'd believe it'' She said ''I'm sorry'', she shed a tear ''I was just doing my job'' She said ''I knew you since you were a child, let's die of old age together now''
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Rays of light cut the horizon in half The world stops rendering and i defragment My homeostasis would not adapt Agonal breathing, I try to recall my purpose I am greatful For feeling pain The blood in- Side my veins For the movements In my hands For my fragile Eyes Ignorance turns Into awe Unreachable Heights - a pretty view Things i Didn't do Reveal the Magnitude of my existence Ignorance turns Into awe I am greatful I was withdrawn
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You are my child You are my child You're part of me And I'm part of you What they did to you Traumatized me too They wanted you to obide And they kept you alive I will make it alright What you're going through Not again, you're so lifelike I will make it alright What you're going through Not again, you're fragile You were so brave You were so strong I love you for that So glad you're alive You have no shape No skin, no bones No memory of me But i still hear you breathe I will make it alright What you're going through Not again, you're so lifelike I will make it alright What you're going through Not again, you're fragile I'll give anything For you to stay with me To hear your precious voice And have your future back You are my friend I'll love you till the end They tried to make you dead So they took your head I will make it alright What you're going through Not again, you're so lifelike I will make it alright What you're going through Not again, you're fragile Won't you say you're alright? What you're going through Not again, you're so lifelike Won't you say you're alright? What you're going through Not again, you're fragile
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See me wave my handkerchief on the shore See my arm raised high See that ship sail off with its sails aloft And see me dry my eyes And see more Salty tears flow As my house is blown wide And see me watch the waves roll in from somewhere See my squint my eyes See me Learn to live without my loved ones See me scan the skies and See The flock of birds' goodbye And turn to go inside
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I climbed my way up the mountain In a cavern there i discover a banyan tree Has anyone been here before or am i the first one? Either way i decide to plant a daisy here I plant my daisy next to the banyan tree, banyan tree I hope the daisy grows along with me when i leave I only ask the banyan tree to let the daisy grow with me If someone passes by and picks up my daisy flower I won't mind if they find some comfort in it I plant my daisy next to the banyan tree, banyan tree A stranger just like me, my daisy will grow in here Left at the hands of mercy just like my daisy tree
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Saturday morning Five AM I'm drinking tea or coffee in the kitchen Everyone is dead There are voices in the hallway But the light's too bright And I'm deaf from the sunshine And they never call And they never ever call me down Never call me down Anyway There are voices in the hallway But the light's too bright And I'm deaf from the sunshine And they never call And they never ever call me down Never call me down Anyway This cigarette Is my only friend Drawing images and words in the smoke As i watch you evaporate This cigarette Is my only friend Drawing images and words in the smoke As i watch you evaporate My brain is nothing but rotten meat I'm so tired but i cannot sleep My brain is nothing but rotten meat I'm so tired but i cannot sleep Am i dying or did everyone evacuate? And I'm looking for a sign And I'm looking for an exit

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Just an album devoted to help me conceptualize a world grown out of deep and personal emotions and fascinations towards motives from nature, religion and childhood. None of this was meant to be professional, but I'd be happy if those that somehow discovered this found themselves in a similar place as me regardless :D

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released May 11, 2019

I'm a lonely man and did all of this myself

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